You have to move on. Keep walking.
You'll get your hopes up, wander around an idea long enough to idealise it.
Next, you'll get crashed. Your hopes, expectations, dreams, .. all of them at once.
It's only normal to find yourself carrying the crown of all-things dramatic.
Then, you need to snap out of it. Pick yourself up and keep walking.
Drama can't catch you if you don't stop and wait.